After I came out of jail, I took a medical leave of absence from school and went home to south Florida. I lived there for around 3 months but I wasn’t getting along with my parents. So in April 2012, I took the greyhound bus for 22 hours to Columbus Georgia to be with my […]
I feel as though the world around me is moving at a fast pace while I’m standing still, too small to stop it. Too eager to drop it. I feel as though things in my life are missing and my soul can feel their absence. God help me. I feel as though I’ll be perpetually […]
My manias got so bad that I guess my boyfriend couldn’t take it anymore and broke up with me. I was a little sad that I just lost a boyfriend but more upset at having lost a person that was helping me with my problems. I tried to soften the pain by doing a ton […]
The cops came and I was shocked that my boyfriend had called them. They saw the cuts on my arm and took me to a mental institution for 3 days. I met some really interesting people in there and faked my way through. When I came out, I was really mad at my boyfriend but […]
The time came where I had to go home. I was secretly still purging but then my parents somehow found out. They tried to get me help but I wouldn’t let me them go bankrupt to put me in a treatment center. Or maybe I didn’t want to let go of my best friend. Either […]
I’m taking a break from storytelling to express my thoughts for today. Everyday is a struggle. Everyday is filled with laughter and tears. Joy and fears. I’m ready to be whole again but I know that will take some time. I miss my friends and I oddly miss school. But I have to work on […]
I was starting to really lose weight and I thought I had everything in control. But I found myself crying over and over again. And I really started to drink. My day would go like this: wake up, take care of the baby, purge, take care of the baby, purge more, and finally when my […]
The lightest darkness 